MAYA

Peaches would have said 'fuck the pain away' , but I .. danced all negative energy out with M.I.A. and for long time, laugh came out.
Here are some pictures as a result of that creative joy and celebration of dance.

loch Lomond

is there a joy of control?

Confusion in her eyes that says it all
She's lost control
And she's clinging to the nearest passer by
She's lost control
And she gave away the secrets of her past
And said I've lost control again
And a voice that told her when and where to act
She said I've lost control again

And she turned around and took me by the hand
And said I've lost control again
And how I'll never know just why or understand
She said I've lost control again
And she screamed out kicking on her side and said
I've lost control again
And seized up on the floor, I thought she'd die
She said I've lost control
She's lost control again
She's lost control
She's lost control again
She's lost control

Well I had to phone her friend to state my case
And say she's lost control again
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes
And said I've lost control again
And she expressed herself in many different ways
Until she lost control again
And walked upon the edge of no escape
And laughed I've lost control
She's lost control again
She's lost control
She's lost control again
She's lost control

/Joy Division/

ways (berlin)

Tempelhof (berlin)

Berlin

another place to live (berlin)

Vagabond (berlin)

giraffe (berlin)

:because they are so beautiful. they look to everyone/thing from abow and eat leafs from top of the trees.

38.9 km -MINE

Beach of North berwick

Going to the boat with our Great waterproofs

Enthusiastic guide and birds

Bass Rock

I really loved this trip! In the crop field with Bass Rock behind

Tantallon castle

Scotland Rocks

No Way.. down

Today was a wonderful day and the seed for this very very harvest day i put just yesterday. I cycled from Edinburgh to North Berwick (+Tantallon Castle), which is a bit more then 38.9 km (I'm so proud about that:) ). Got lost in the fist few minutes of the trip, but when I finally got out from the city, everything was just great! Car drivers were very polite and sometimes even too mush (I mean the ones that whistled or called after. I guess they just miss fit woman on the road (ha ha)), other cyclists greeting and smiling, and pedestrians very kind by helping to figure out where exactly we are. Everyone just seemed to be in their very best Fridey morning mood. And i was not an exception.
On the way fantastic views of the beaches, villages and crop fields. But my destination (well.. it is good, if you are going somewhere, you have one) was Scottish Seabird Centre in North Berwick. I just got there in time to make it for the last boat trip around the famous Bass Rock (that was stunning). Tonnes of birds, some seals, that made Bass Rock look like an iceberg. This Bass Rock is volcanic rock that have been a prison and as guide said, on it even lived people, but government had to take them off, because they were starving there and stuff (so if u want to make a human colony on some island(small island), u know government will make u to go and live better life on the ground).
Anyway, after enjoying that and North Berwick I went to see one of the greatest fortresses in Scotland- Tantallon Castle. A wonderful half an hour taking lovely pictures of it and just right opposite from it, already mentioned, Bass Rock.
Then returning to The North Berwick, having my dinner at the beach and then making my way back with train (obviously my knees where not ready for such a 38 km torture AGAIN).
When The Sun was setting, it was red and sky like a strawberry milkshake. Nature is beautiful, powerful, full of surprises and changes, going its own way, and we are the part, we ARE the nature. And I love that.

heartbeats

my heart beats. in the rythm of deja vu.

this flow will find its way to.